BeLia AnTi Pembuangan bAbiEs!

world is now officially gone wild n bloody mad! wats wrong now right. wats illegal now so legally. plus,Discount is no discount at all..(lol) Emm,, more obvious-DUMPING BABIES..Astargfirullah..Nauzubillah..

all i wanna kno,,TAKDE DNA TEST ker?

poor lil thing.Im cnsidering myself as WAY-TOO-YOUNG to have a baby plus im nt married,yet..but if one of the million dummies mom (who did dumped her bby)ever left her kiut miut lil baby on my door footstep i'll have it(yeah like Hagrid did to Harry Potter)..i wanna have it..which is 1 of the reason my frenz kol me momsy..:)

i kno,im not in those desprate mommy's shoes or watsoever ..just dont do dat..maaann,,u'll hav 2 pay for dat later. in life or in hereafter..
again,nauzubillah..may my Lord protect me n my sister n all of us lah from such hrrible mistake. amin.

V-Day,, No No No!

Attention to whoever HUMAN n MUSLIM.

i have a mssage to passss(frm a fren)...dun celebrates V-DAY coz

1. U'll gone WILD. End up having sex parties.
2. Virgin NO MORE
3. 9 months from now-TROUBLE
4. Lord will dfnietly HATES YOU!

i tink i'll hav 2 agree on dis one coz ,,emm its true...and in today's newspper,,they r bz talking about dis stuff..n i heard theres a campaign (formed by a bunch of CHEAP girls in IPT,, mostly malays,confirm muslims,,) called NO PANTIES..stuff like urging gals hav some dates wit no panties on...gosh..so u guys keep blaming boys for being demselves,,eh?

OMA..! who r those bloody idiots anyway? watever...nauzubillah.

Life bRief CanDle,,,?!

long tyme no see....bz ngadap tibi.. :)

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i cant blive that im living in 2010 already...

Whoa! i guess i've been 'sleeping' too long,,huh?!...

dear,,dear...i had trouble 2 recall all my sweetdream n nitemares..

Uh,,i tink wats lies in the past,should stay in the past..

no recall2 k..

well,, i'll b turning 19 soon...(wat????????!) but where do i stand?

yeah,where do i stand..? Umm,,i guess i dun have th answer for that..

Cause i've waisted too much energy by wondering...too much tyme by thinking..

i've used to tink that life is simple and i can handle evrytinks

bt now i realise that life doesnt go my way all th tyme

and life is xactly like a brief candle.

traNSformation under ProceSS..

1st,,gamba c bumblebee nih so so got notink 2do ngan post ak kali nih,,sebnarnye.

Saje je main 'tgkap muat'...hmm.. sebnar nye post kali nih ak maleh nk bubuh citer pnjg lebar..( hepy there,iman?) Just nk btau yg aku bcadang nk transform blog nih..jadik per ek..haha

maybe the best words is MAKE OVER-agk nyer...soon..b4 nu year ke...tgok laa..

2je.mekaseh.ahaks.

Shah Alam No More



Sabtu lepas,,aku officially angkot klua brg2 lam umah sewa untk anta balek kampong halaman- or i must say HOME SWEET HOME...From las year's Disember (ape ni...?),,smpi la Disember taon ni,,aku nginap kt Shah Alam. Merase alam students ipt..bia pown aku blom pown students ipt..(spatot nye dah nii..).. ak x penah tpikir nak duk sini..hmm,,byk yg aku blaja spanjang aku berader kat sini..since July,,sensorang..sume mende kene wat all by myself..secara x lgsung,, im matured,,with those hard lonely n painful moments of coz..bt still,,Syukur Alhamdulillah.

1st,,ni la markas aku slame nih...aku dok level 10 blok 4

ni adelah mejer mekap ku



ni pulak tmpat ku study or artworking..sambil2 brangan dpat jadik Pilot

tempat masak2..

tmpat ltak xcess bukuu..

reminder board yg aku buat sndri..

still,,mejer study ngan buku2 yg cukop buat ak nak kembali b'dengkur..

n lastly,,katil 2decker ..yg not really comfort..but ok..kenyang gak la aku tido.. :)

Hm...overall..bez jgak laa duk sini...bt if u ask do i wanna come bck,,untk study ke hape..? im gonna say-NO.THANX...pasal cukop2 la aku dok kt tmpat yg havoc,,n panas..it remind me of Putrajaya..huh,,panas tahap cam kene bbQ..erk..Plus,,i had burned those unpleasant mmory like how did i get here,,who t8 care of me(at 1st) duit abah yg ntah bpe rib abis kt sewa umah,blanjer....u kno,,mende2 yg x bez la.. Kesimpulan nye bsimpul2...hahaha...so enough of Shah Alam..

thanx to,,adik2 5C especially:

IZU kun

Amir Hayate

Nabil Steady

yaya,aiman n khalida...

sisters/housem8:

kakMas

kak Marina(chief kami..)

kak Dahlia(ceti haram..;p)

kak Sue

kak Anis

kak Hunny

and...

kak Huda

plus............

Anty Ruby(mak yaya)

for ure love n support

Domo Arigato guys,,may Allah bless u

SengaL is my TruE kaler...

aku mmg sengal
yer..
tesangat sengal tahap yg dah tade tahap laa..(nmpak x? level sengal aku?)
mane x..
x sume hamba Allah kt Mesia ni d beri pluang ke 2 untk redeem
sgla kkurangan or ke-abestos-an diri..

org laen, blaja form 4

taun depan nye naik form 5

taun selepas taun depan pulak habes skewl...

aku, balaja form 4
taun depan nye naik form 5
taun selepas taun depan pulak form 5,,lg..
pelik kan?! tade pelik2 nye..
dah stgah taon x dtg skolah..
kua masok kua masok spital
Putrajaya,Ampang ,,KPJ Semban..
sume aku redah..
akhirnye...x b'akhir2 pown!
taon ni..kesah yg same...saket..saket..saket

(aku tau ader hati2 dengki yg ckp SAKET KER?!)

fyi,,saket ati n saket pale leh wat saket terok gak k..

korang nye pasal gak laa!

umo da tua2 tp prgai cam dak kechik..

elok..

^^^pekataan2 d atas ku dedicate kan untk yg bekenaan je yer..

yg laen sume ak syg.. ;)

skewl baru,
environment baru..
member2 baru-junior aku btw..
uniform baru,,tade biru2 lg..
tade jaga pagar amek name ke hape..
instead skarg aku yg ske dtg lmbat..
helo,,bas payah k.. :(

harapan still same

cita2 maseh yg tu juga

dugaan,,problem...btambah2 ade..

yg x same2 1 jer..

kekuatan...untk redah sume nih

ak tanak citer bnyak pasal mende2 yg buat aku
smpi ke tahap nih..
ckup buat ak kate..
ak t'duduk,,t'sungkur..pedih sgt..
aku tlalu muda..
untk smua nih..
cuma hikmah nye...
aku,,dpat pikir mluas...n mtured compared 2 my fellows fwens..besties..

ak mmg sengal
yer...
sengal sangat sbab aku jatoh,aku bgun n aku jatoh lg.
biler nk bangon lg?
wallahuallam...

Let me HeAr uRe voice,,,uppa!


Ni sebna nye lagu (jePon)jer..,,tp yg nyanyi nye uppa2 kiut (wargh!) 4rom Korea-BIG BANG.
aku cam t'suke lagu nih sbab.........(tgh carik sbb nih..)
jap..jap,,tade sbab pown..ahaaa!
silap2 aku da hapal lirik nye..yargh tepok sket..!!!tp x phm pown pe yg beliau2 mksodkan..
x kesah laa..jnji aku ske..damai jer...x caye dgar ler..ader kt seblah>>>>>>(lam music box ak)

Sakki made no ame wa mou agatte
Asufaluto tadayou machi no nioi
Nee socchi mo mou hareteru yo ne
Nishi kara kaifuku surutte
Asa wa negate na kimi dakara nee
Mainichi chanto okirareteru kai?
Sonna koto imada ni shinpai shiteru yo

Hirogaru sora wa sou jiyuu de
Nani mo kawattenai keredo
Tonari ni ima wa tada… tada kimi ga inai dake

Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakari aeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
Koe wo kikasete
Aruitekita michi wa bokutachi ni totte kitto
Taisetsu na STEP sa sono mirai e no

Kimi to hajimete deatta no wa sou
Choudo ima kurai no kisetsu datta ne
Raito appu shita machinami ga
Kirei ni kagayaiteita
Nakimushi na kimi wa are kara yoku
Boku no kata ni odeko wo nokkete
Naiteta ne sono nukumori ni
Mushou ni furetaku naru

Hito wa dare demo sorezore ni nayami wo kakaete ikiru
Koware souna kokoro wo hisshi ni dakishimete

Koe wo kikasete
Yasashiku nareba motto
Aishiaeru hazu sa
Me wo sora sanai de
Koe wo kikasete
Karami tsuku fuan mo sabishisa mo koete yukou
Ima no kono kimochi ga kizuna ni naru

Yeah, Since you went away hasn’t been the same
In my heart all i got is pain
Could it be that i play the game
To loose you, i can’t maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life
Realize in the night while love shines bright
Can’t let you go we were meant for forever baby let me know

Days passed without you can’t forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing your touch
Nights get longer and it’s hard to clutch
We’re apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl, you’re my world
In time my love unfurls
‘Till then wait for you girl

Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakari aeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
Koe wo kikasete
Aruitekita michi wa bokutachi ni totte kitto
Taisetsu na STEP sa sono mirai e no

beliau2 la uppa kiut yg ku mksodkan.... :)